How?

How?

We left when I was but one
Was it something or someone
I was not sure what went wrong
It is just like a game of ping-pong

One will yell
And the other one starts to tell
Like there was a constant fight
Every night

Year’s passed by
And now I sigh
My mother got remarried
But the love for me was not carried

Silently I sit on my bed
All the voices echo though my head
Night after night I sit and pray
that this doesn't forever stay

Many nights I sat and cried
Sometimes wishing that I died
All the pain I was put though
It all leads back to you two

The fights were cruel
It was as if I was watching my parents duel
I knew something was not right
It was constant, every night

I’m not sure how it happened
Everyone was just slapping
Until dad got the gun
He was gonna kill someone

I saw you put the gun to mom's head
Where you wishing she was dead
It all happened in slow motion
All of the commotion

You put your finger on the trigger
The problems would only get bigger
You should not have shot her
You say you did not mean to…
yea, whatever sure..

You did it, I don’t know how
I hate you now
I never want to see your face
All the pain you can’t erase

It was all caused by you
Everyone knows it too
No one like you now
God Da** It HOW???

How could you kill my mother?