I sit here
All alone
Thinking about how Ive made this mess
How I caught you in it
Thinking of this worthless life
That I live in
I promised and promised
Width all my heart
I promised too you I wouldn't cry
As you said goodbye
I think back at all of our fun
The times we spent together
Growing up with each other
Had the big impact
So was being your sister
The hard things were
When you tried to commit suicide
When you were hurt mentally and physically
I wish I could of helped you
Know I wish you could help me
With all my pain
And to try to hid my tears
That Ive cried
I wish I could have you here
To cry on your shoulder
To have you so you could help
Me through this life and all this pain
Just like you did
