I'm in a mess in my head where I'm lost, u cant figure me out, because i cant figure myself out, I'm a lost cause, so dint bother with me, I'm gone already, i seem dead to myself, tho to people around me i seem alive, thats how its gonna be, dead in, alive out, for you people...i will seem okay, because i want a life, i want more then just anger and disappointment, i want love, i will fake what i can to please all around me, though my real self will be digging a hole deeper in my heart, soon it will shatter in million of pieces, and that is the point i will dismember, which i shall be fine for once, because i would have enough, but hopefully before that day comes, i want u people to listen to what i am saying, and showing u, maybe that love I'm looking for will uncover the real me and save me so i can have my life i so wish for, so before its to late u should listen!
