Never Let It Show

by The Flame Within   Mar 30, 2005


Are you the cause of my pain heart
are you the reason all of this starts

because i love people, and they let me down
are you the reason i wear a frown

is it your fault i am laughed at because i share my love
"What have I done wrong!" as i yell to the heavens above

is there something wrong with me, something wrong with how i am
why do i always feel like i am being slaughtered like a lame

should i cut myself, end my pain, let it all go
or should i stay silent, and wait, never letting it show

please my friend, the ones who can understand,
stop me before i reach my hand

i don't want to do this, but it feels right
darkness over takes my mind i no longer see the light

I'm not sure if i should do this, who would i hurt
something goes off in my mind, some sort of alert

is this really alright, my mind is telling me yes
but my heart shouting no as it beats faster in my chest

should one wrist become two, and let the blood flow
or should i let my heart hurt, and never let it show

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  • 19 years ago

    by The Flame Within

    i accept your friendship, gladly. but to let you know i am not losing a friend. those poems about losing a frriend are to Ignorant Angel. she really knows me and was the first to offer her hand to me when i started writing. and i am glad to be your friend. thank you so much. i'll email you ok. thank you once again. peace out god bless and keep the faith. Much Luv

    Nick

  • 19 years ago

    by The Flame Within

    thank you all for you comments. i find strength in them. you are all true friends. thank you for being there. and i would like to keep in contact with you all. thank you ver much. i hope you can all understand me whan i say that. Much Luv

    Nick

  • 19 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    Ditto to Andrea. I'm a cutter and I know what its like. You should get help before it becomes an addiction, like mine. Really, screw them.

  • 19 years ago

    by Andrea

    excellent poem!! i dont think that you should cut yourself...thats not good. well i guess i shouldnt be saying cuz i do but still you should talk to someone. i'm reaching my hand!!! i am here for you if you need a friend. i am only an email away!!