Just another friend...(nothing more...)

by Christina Gomes   Mar 30, 2005


I thought it meant something
I thought it was important to you
But I guess I was wrong
Cause now it's through

You ruined this friendship
You destroyed it all
The bond that we shared
You made us fall

I don't know why
And I don't know when
But things started changing
So much more different from then

It's like we're not our own selves
Or at least you're not you anymore
You've been ignoring me
You shut and locked the door

You didn't even want to look back
On all the sacred things we had
Trust, hope, faith, memories
Never once being mad

So I still don't know
What came over you
What made this sudden change
What did I ever do?

All I ever tried to do
Was be a good friend
Listen and give advice
To you until the very end

But it seems that the end
Came just a little quickly
I just wasn't expecting it
It hit me surprisingly

I want things to be normal
Like they were before
You and me best friends
But things are worsening more and more

I have the urge to say sorry
So things can go back
Perfect like before
With this argument to lack

But I can't fall into this
Into your little game
Because it wasn't my fault
I don't deserve the blame

But I feel a little dumb
For not choosing wisely
You were just another girl
Who fooled me dearly

But I want to say sorry
For one little thing
That was my biggest mistake
That I let you bring

I'm sorry I was stupid
I became friends with you
But reality hit me
And now we're through...

~Please rate and comment. It would mean SO much to me...mainly because...i went through this...and it really hurts me to even write this...but I had to get it out...thank you~

©Copyright Christina Gomes 2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by Amit

    Excellent poem, Christina. Superb write.
    5/5. Take Care, Always Believe in Love, Amit

  • 19 years ago

    by ღ Christina ღ

    i rd ur comment...most of it is true, i didnt apologize cum im not ready and i shudnt hav 2, i dont think u ever heard my side of the story! No u dont kno exactly how i feel! ur acting like u didnt want me to rite this poem, im just writing how i feel, i mean you do! and i dont leave comments like y did u write that! I mean i have a right to say wat i want! I really dont want to loose ur friendship but believe it or not, a lot of ppl said sarina is a bad freind, it wasnt from me or clarissa! Thats wat we heard, and those ppl had experience wit her, and she just left them! Every time i try talking to sarina, it seems as if she doesnt care, like our freindship meant nothin to her! I kno ur just giving me advice but if me and sarina become friends again, shes still gonna ignore me! Shes not gonna trust me, and tell me secrets anymor! Nothing will be the same again! I realize its sum of my fault but its sum of herz to! Besides in my poem i was jut getting my feelings out, and then u leave that comment! Okay...basically even if u dont realize it u talk for sarina! cuz ur being a good frend...y cant clarissa do that 4 me? I dont understand that! U wanna know the truth...it was just cuz i was jealous! I was afraid sarina wud forget abt me, cuz its happened wit almost all of my freinds and she was the best freind ive ever had! I didnt want to loose her, but i guess its to late, thats y i stopped trying! I kno shes going through a lot but soo am I! Im sorry if all the 9th graders are comin to sarina and saying stuff like u were the one who made her cry rite? its not just HER fault (personal home stuff) but i feel the same way when u tell me its not rite for me to say shes a bad friend! Ill admit i siad that, but that was when i was mad! When ppl are mad they say things like that. I really wanna be her frieind, but u accuse me of almost everything and say she cant be a bad friend but just wait till she leaves u! I dont understand how u can be soooo mean to me, and not kno my part of the story~ THATS probably cuz u only care abt sarina, and u never care abt what i have to say or write! Im tired of u always putting me down! The only person you listen to is Sarina, and that’s not right, cuz you cant always be on her side, or at least listen to my part of the story, but I bet you don’t care!

  • 19 years ago

    by ღ.:Krissy:.ღ

    Excellent poem Christina! I know how you feel, except you had it a lot harder! I'll always be here for ya! I love ya! <3

    ~Krissy

    *hugs*

  • 19 years ago

    by Laura

    I think its really good. I sounds like you took it hard. Just remember to always keep smiling!