I Found You

I never thought that I could fall in love again.

But then I found you,

I just thought,
you were like the other guys,
you told me you loved me so...much

Then the truth finally came out...
You never "Truly" loved me

You also said your first intentions were to sleep with me,

You know those things broke my heart,
Til this day I still cry about them.

You broke up with me for Ash,

We will always be together in my heart,
But the question is will we always be together in *~Your~* heart?

You also say your intentions have changed,
But how is that true because everything that you have told me throughout our relationship has been LIES!!!

Am I supposed to believe you that your intentions have changed???

you say you LOVE Ash but you LUV me...
What's the difference???

I don't understand... please tell me why you would lye to me!

You cheated on me with her why even though it was jus a little peck!!!
It's still cheating...

You never "Truly" loved me...
I wish I could say the same... But then I would be lying to you again!!!

You said you want to be my human diary,
But I can't tell you some of the things that I do...

You want to know why I hurt myself the first time?
It was because I hurt Lauren...(You know who she is)
And I felt that I had to pay,

The day I was going to New York to visit my family, I hurt myself real bad because I was leavin you for a week.

I don't know how to explain my feelings in this poem,

but everytime I saw you before we broke up I would just smile...
not when you were looking but I would smile.

I've got to end this by saying...

*~I LOVE YOU~*

and my feelings will never change.

This is to the person that I love still now after 3 1/2 months of not talking...at all... But I will always love him and I wrote this on 12/22/04.