You were my first love and i cant change that
you were the first one who was looking for my heart and not for a piece of ass
you were there for the laughter and tears
you were there to help me confront my fears
I wish we could go back to the way we used to be
to when i knew who i was, now i dont know what I've become
I wish we never went our seperate ways
two years have gone by and i cant help but wonder where we would've been today
would we be happy? would we be sad?
you were the one who was there through thick and thin
i was a fool to tell that lie
the one that made me sit up at night and cry
i cried for hours that night i thought it would bring you back
i saw the razor above the shelf and i thought to myself "This is the only way out."
I cut so deep that i almost passed out
In that hospital bed i sat for hours on end thinking you would never come back
until you walked through that door with a teddy bear in hand.
"I'm sorry." I said.
"whats done is done and you cant change that, but what you said i cant forget."
"I know, and i was dumb. I just wanted to be the only one. "
"you ARE the only one, cant you see you're the one who means everything to me."
Time passed some more and once again you walked out that door.
This time you're never going to come back because the tables turned and tonight it was your wrists that were slit.
