Care

You gave me life
but your actions spoke louder than words
i was young
defenseless
you took all i had
my youth
my grandfather
my hope
u wanted to take my life
and now u have caused me so much strife
i don't get it
am i somehow undeserving
of a fathers love
that i was given someone
who tormented
tortured and
abused me
why can't u see
daddy dearest
what u have done to me
u have brought pain upon me
screwed me up
made me fall
I'm weak
I'm still defenseless
u can kill me now
u can take my life now
isn't that what u wanted
I'm ready now
I'm ready to die
can't u see me cry
do u even care
ur daughter is suicidal
wanting to die
but wait isn't that what u wanted all along
then come get me daddy
I'm here
I'm waiting for you
do u see me
I'm calling you
so obviously u still don't care