Where Are You?

I sit here in a ball and cry,
can't help back ask You why.

Are you even there?
Or do you even care?

Am I just talking to the shadows on the wall,
or the empty faces down the hall?

Where are you now when I need you most?
My soul feels like it's about ready to roast.

I threw away all my razors,
and my scars are disappearing.

I became totally faithful to you,
but it seems you've given me the shoe.

I sit here in a ball and cry,
can't help but ask You why.