Standing at the Gates

Here I am,
once again,
this path is worn, and familiar to me,
especially within these past few months.
I am lost and confused,
which way do I go?
Will I still end up in hell?
I am scared and alone,
which way do I go?
I know either way,
I am still spiraling down ward to Hell.

I am spiraling downward,
the stairs of gloom and doom,
never seem to end.
I've hit rock bottom,
and yet there is still no end
to what is hanging over my head.
I know that no matter what,
I will still end up in Hell.

I'm Spiraling Downward,
And I don't know how to be saved,
I have lost my faith in God,
which used to be what I used to get me through.
Now I know for sure,
That I have been claimed by Satan.
And that I am destined to Spiral Downward to Hell.

I'm spiraling downward,
and no one knows
how my life is changing.
I want things,
to go back to normal.
I'm sick of this.
But it is to late to get out of this trench.
The Devil has staked his claim
and now there is no turning back.

Even with my weak resolves,
to get through this,
Even with my weak promises,
to myself to change,
I know that I can't.
And here I am,
Standing at the gates of hell.
I have followed the spiral down.
And now there is no turning back.

(C) Copyright 2005 Descendant of Darkness (Rae)