Isnt life just great

These voices screaming in my head
telling me i should be dead
its not enough just to bleed
i should end it all tonight
I'm so tired of this constant fall
and im much too weak for this fight
i can't even walk
I'm on my knees
trying just to crawl
where were you when this all began
and i needed a helping hand??
this i really don't understand
we were supposed to be there
until the very end
isn't that a real friend??
my heart is being bent
just about to break
this smile is getting harder to fake
isn't life just great

**i know it sucks.....thanks for reading it though, sorry if i wasted your time**