You killed me

The love i once felt has left my heart
My life is ending
I can feel it
But the time to end is still pending

I cut myself late at night
leaving scars on my arm
you never told me to stop
you said it gave me charm

why did i listen to you
all you gave me was a broken heart
you never cared about me
you didn't love me from the start

at night i cried
of my dreams i once had
i cried of the hopes you crushed
you just maid me more mad

i hate myself for liking you
i want to kill myself for loving you
i fell for your charm
i fell for your eyes to

you used and abused me
you hit me
and you never tried to say sorry
why was i so stupid not to flee

and now months gone by
i lay here in my bed
still beating my self up over the whole thing
wishing i was dead

the razor in my hand
blood already around me
nothing more to do but keep cutting
counting them down, one, two, three

one last one before the end
no more lies can hurt me
no more cries can affect me
one more cut then I'm free

as i take my last breath
and spill my blood
a smile comes across my face
knowing that I'm free