In My Blood I'll Forever Lay

Tonight i took the knife from the back of my drawer I had to cut i just couldn't take it anymore!

All the lies they said so i went and locked the door, so no one can see the bloody tissues that lay on my floor

i regret it but i needed to bleed why in hell do I have these sickened needs?

my arms had begun to heal i was doing great but then the world fell down i hate this ****ed up fate

i thought for sure this time i was okay but now i just sit here watching my life bleed away

my broken wings will never heal i guess this isn't just a nightmare this pain is just too real

maybe I'm not meant to be happy maybe I'm meant to cry maybe I'm meant to die wondering why

well I'm real light headed now and everything is beginning to fade so for now in my blood forever will i lay

*Sorry this is just how i feel right now thanks for reading. Always and forever-
Shattered and broken*