My Fight

As my life begins
I'm here striving to stay alive
but as i try to survive
I'm here hiding inside
and as I'm here about to hide
i sit beside the emptiness
and i reside
but as I'm lied
and as my pried dies
I've noticed i am nothing
as we divide.

but as you cannot listen to the pain
i have and sometime have you to blame
your here saying I'm insane
but you don't understand how to explain
so you say the wrong words.. and I'm here getting blamed
so why don't you think about your actions to maintain
but your here telling people again
so as I'm here in the rain
and here you are about to complain
while I'm.. "not a good friend and I'm insane"

and you meant everything to me
and you go on and throw it away
so u betray
and also portray
so you call me a "friend" which you say to me
obviously I'm not, by the way you treat me
and you make me feel worse by going on your way
and as things are getting good, and okay
you say something wrong and make things worse
so as your not able to obey
and as u go on and lie
to me and all of your friends
here you are dumping me after all i did for u.