No longer

You've been gone for so long
I try to pretend that I've moved on
Everyone knows i still love you
But i try to pretend thats something I'd never do

I hold my head up high
Trying my best not to cry
I smile and look like I'm having fun
Inside the tears are never gone

I no longer wake up with a smile on my face
I no longer know what is my place
You are no longer with me
and I'm not really sure where i wanna be

Some days i secretly wish you would come back to me
So that i could make you smile and make you see
That we were so right together
And i wanted you to be mine
.......~*FOREVER*~.......