I'll be high
then crash right back down
I'm on an ever swinging chariot
up down up down
i could be happy one minute
then depressed the next
i can't sleep
my eyes are bloodshot
they see nothing
of the future
only of the past
i can't move on
i dwell on things for way to long
can't push the bad memories out of the way
they are roadblocks
that i need to jump over
so i can be free
they fill me up
so there is always some troubled look on this face
never carefree
i need you
u don't need me
but so what
I'm used to it
been through many years
of loneliness
and pain
never been hugged
never been kissed
never been told that i was loved
always pushed out of the way
but i hang around
hoping; always hoping
but it's wish-less
cuz i need to go
find someone else
that will notice me
and tell me something
so that i Can be set free
i love you
it wouldn't just make my day
it would make my life
i would hold on to it forever
knowing that just somewhere
out there someone loved me
or used to
and that'd put a glow to my face
a happy bounce in my step
someone please
just say i love you
and mean it
to the day you die
and i promise you
it wouldn't be wasted
cuz I'll give you everything i have
just say i love you
and set me free
