How

How are you to trust someone,
when been hurt so many times,
or gradually start to try and heal,
when you're never really fine.
The people who i really loved,
who i thought had cared for me,
trapped me in their spiteful lies,
and caused me misery.

How are you to welcome,
a new friend into your life,
when you won't be able to trust them,
or know if it's really right.
When i realize someone's betrayed me,
it hurts so much inside,
a bit of me is torn away,
and left in the darkness to die.

How are you to remember,
what it was like to trust and care,
when so many 'friends' have used you,
then ignored you like thin air.
Tell me what i did then,
what i did to deserve what I've got,
do you think I'm a toy to play with?
well grow up, because I'm not.

How can you stop crying,
when tears are all that remain,
making it hard to try and stand,
and block out all of the pain.
I've got to try my hardest,
to help myself grow strong,
i will find some way to continue,
to finally, just move on.

© Gurdy x (GoddessOfWings)