My HoPe :'(

Plz will u tell me y...
that 1 fing i've been longing 2
hear
i neva realised how high i was flyin with him until he let go n i came crashing down
plz jst answer me these questions...
is it realli a goodbye wen da 1 u love leaves u behind in tears??
Should i smile becoz we r friends, or cry becoz thats all we'll eva b??
i ask these questions becoz
i believed evry word u sed-->mayb i shouldnt hav
but still i jst dont no y, but im goin 2 keep on believein u
mayb this is becoz ur da onli fing i eva had hope in
i gav into evryfing but u
so now that ur gone
were is my hope??
i hav none! so ryt now my onli hope is 2 keep da hope i had 4 u alive
but let me let u no it would b so much easier if we were still 2getha!!