Delving down to reach dark depths,
returning like the angel of death,
with less then one breath.
Until this day i had choices,
I never listened to any of these voices, but now im lost due to all these noises.
Out of my league in this game of life,
Always treated and attacked with my knife.
In my hand it strays, forever it stays, till the end of my days,
be it my choice or of other methods and ways.
Im out to rid myself of unnecessary
thoughts,
intertwined within me like unbreakable knots,
no decisions, no control,
lacking a heart and having no soul, left with this wide gaping hole.
Waiting in hopes for the return of my sanity, waiting in life-long vanity, filled with profanity, worth less then my humanity.
