Hastily Falling

Slicing at my wrists
just watching all the blood
it ooooz's down my arm
like a river of my loneliness

Can't help but cut again
cutting at it more
going deeper and deeper
trying to get to the core
the core of my wrist

I want to stop the pain
so still i sit and slice
until i can't feel any pain
my whole arm goes numb
so i cut deeper and harder

can't stop now
I'm so close to the end
can't wait until I'm there
any where's better than where i am now

you can throw insults and maybe some threats
but one day
not too far away
I'll be gone, so don't waste your time
don't waste it on me

for i am hastily falling into the sea
the sea of crimson red
the perfect sea for me
the one i helped create!

(C) Lucy Green

i love you all for reading my poem, thank you so much!!!