Facing pain

I remember when i met you i didn't think much of you then i got to know you and i fell for you every time i was with you i fell for you a more and more until i fell all that i could now i try and try to hate you because i know you have moved on and i can't maybe because I'm not ready to hate you but all i know is that it wasn't meant to be at least not now maybe some time in the future but for the present time it just wasn't meant to be i remember last night i tried to cry for you but i couldn't i tried and tried but i couldn't probably because. i know that your not worth it or because even though i believe your so right for me i know you're so wrong and it hurts but its something I'm willing to face even though its hurting every moment of my life i think the thing that hurts more is that i believed you actually cared for me yet you were just looking for a fun time and what hurts the most is that i think about you 24/7 and i know that the thought of me never crosses your mind not even once and that that right there is what hurts the most that i waste my time thinking about you for what for nothing please I'm asking you now to let me go i need to get over you so please just let everything go!