You'll always be my best friend!

You say you're my friend
you say that you'll be here
But when I look around
you're never really near

You see how sad I am
you see how much I hurt
But you don't really care;
you make me feel like dirt

You love how I feel
and all my pain and horror
But you don't give a crap
you keep on moving forward

You know how my dad is gone
you know how I feel wrong
But you still you hurt me inside
and yet you know this all along

You call me a dirty s.l.u.t
you call me everything
But yet I keep coming back
b/c of what you mean to me

You think that you don't need me
and it's prolly really true
But I need you b/c of all that you
and me have been through

You have a sense of cruelty
and you show it quite a lot
But I know that you don't mean to
it's just a worthless plot

You crack a lot of stupid jokes
some of which are funny
But most of them are about me
and I think it's really crumby

You need to stop
you need some help
But then again
you should get the belt

You were my best friend
I was with you for awhile
But now you're gone
you hate the extra mile

You know I'll be here,
be with you till the end
Forever in my heart
you'll always be my best friend.

~~to my ex Nik who used to be my best friend until he started acting like the guys at my school see he never used to swear and he used to be really kind but then he started swearing and now hes a HUGE jerk~~ BUT anyways PLZ VOTE/COMMENT (PREFERABLY COMMENT) IT WOULD MEAN TONS TO ME!!~~