or sign in with e-mail
by jessica Mar 31, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
You say we have to act godly that theres a better place far from here but you have to stop telling me that for then its the worst you should fear living is no longer an option pain is no longer a toll all the drama comes and goes as needed making my reason for living no loner feel whole you yell at me as if every things my fault and everything i do is wrong so i keep my mouth shut instead of telling you i couldn't take it for long you live to see my cry never wiping the tears off my face sometimes it makes me feel as if I'm a disgrace and for that this has happened i wanted to take away your pain although, I've always loved you you drove me insane i am no longer with you no longer here to talk no longer here to clean after you or take a walk but i will always listen for the sound of my old mother until then you'll know you made me like no other for even though all the pain is still here i still love you and although you never said it back i know you loved me too