I been thinking all night baby.
what are u gonna do?
memories play over in my head..
of all we been through
thinking back on this last year...
and how much i love you...
maybe i love you too much..
because i cant let go of you..
the days seem hard to come by...
and last night felt so long..
i held you too close couldn't face reality..
baby i was so wrong..
now I'm looking for a reason to tell you goodbye...
but i wont let them get to me..
i wont live a lie..
i cant lie about how much i care...
even though i want to..
because if i did it would just make it easier to say goodbye to you..
Ur pictures on my wall and ill never take it down...
and maybe someday when i get out of here..
ill head out to your town...
i been looking for you baby..
all my life..
and now you "don't know"
baby don't be afraid to hurt me...
just let me go...
i would never judge us like that...
because I've never felt like this...
and last night i laid there with a broken heart and my mind was all twisted...
you'll get a girl baby hold her close..
look into her eyes...
on that day you'll think of me..
i hope it makes you cry..
no other girl will ever come close to what you are to me...
I'm a player at heart without you ill go back to what i used to be...
think about what u want baby because I'm waiting to hold on or let it go...
those words keep playing in my head it hurts baby how come you "don't know"?
damn i feel stupid because i believed that this would last but baby I'm waiting for your answer...
or you gonna hold on or let it pass?
no matter what I'll be there my heart belongs to you...
i don't want it back baby keep it..
do with it what you want to...
keep my heart because i wont give it to another girl...
and then I'll know that i wont have to trust anyone else in the world..
I'm mad but at the same time...
i can only blame myself...
blame it on me i held you too close...
I'm in denial.. I'm fighting with myself..
so maybe we wont last right? but baby we'll never know.
if you decide you don't know.. and you wanna let it go...
it hurts me so much but i wont let you see..
because I'm a soldier right no crying...
but baby I'm still waiting for you baby I'm still fighting.. I'm still trying...
tell me what you want because now its up to you...
i already told you how i felt and i know what i want ..do you?
alright baby do you be happy thats all i want alright?
but keep my heart i don't want it back...
do what you think is right..
yea it hurts but you know me...
ill get over it someday...
until then I'll be loving you, baby i want you to stay..
i can look at other girls but they don't mean nothing
maybe one day after all of this ill be able to love again...
but not like i did you because thats only comes once in a lifetime...
and here i am acting a fool writing some stupid rhyme...
i don't know if your hearing me...
how you feeling over there?
yea i got you and you got me...
damn life just isn't fair...
i don't know what else to say...
damn and you "don't know"
alright then ill wait for you....
i love you
