This is my final goodbye,
and i can't ask myself why.
i can't hold myself back like this,
because this was never my wish,
it doesn't mean i don't love you,
because i know my love was true,
i can't shed anymore tears,
because i experienced my fear,
I'm done with waiting for you,
I've realized you coming back is something you won't do,
you will always be in my heart,
even though you were the one who tore it apart,
you gave me the best feeling ever,
i never saw this ending, never,
i just wish i didn't have to say goodbye,
but trying to hold onto you would be a lie,
i was hurt and scared by you.
you Left me somewhere not knowing what to do,
occasionally you will cross my mind,
but it's not something i will try and find,
you were my first love,
making me feel like i was rising above,
you are now my first heartbreak,
i try to smile but that's something i fake,
it's hard to let go,
it's something i have to do without saying no,
i can't feel weak anymore,
everyday i was feeling tore,
soon our memories will fade,
and the bad will be what stayed,
times will change,
but in a better range,
I'm letting go of you now,
still wondering how,
but it's something i must do,
without regard of asking you,
i stand here crying,
i know this is not what I'm wanting,
i can't hold on to nothing,
so instead I'm letting go of something,
