I’m trapped in this crazy world
Spinning round and round in circles
I lay thinking and wondering who I really am
And about what is going to happen next
I’m surrounded by a cloud of confusion
In between thoughts I weep of answers
When I’m I going to escape this world
Of being confused and unsure
About everything in life
When is it all going to make sense
When is it all going to fit
Wondering if I’m going make it through
This hard and ever changing journey
Called life
Taking it day by day
My world is turned upside down
I’m not a kid anymore
But I’m not ready
Ready for everything that comes
With growing up
All the responsibilities and expectations
Both mine and those of others
I don’t know if I can handle it
I am so confused
I’m ready to burst
What a crazy world
And hard journey life is
And everything that comes with it
I wonder if it will ever make sense
Or if I will find my answers
And most of all
If I will ever find myself