Wishing Each Breath Was Your Last

It's not alright when you live you life,
Wishing each breath was your last.
It hurts to bad to sit and think about the past.
When you flashed your last real smile.
When fairy tales came true.
Sit down a second... I have some questions for you.
Have you ever cut your self just to see it bleed?
You didn't want to but you felt the need.
Can you catch your breath when you are crying?
Do you live each day wishing you were dying?
To you is living just a chore?
Have you forgotten what you are living for?
I go through this each and every waking day.
I've lost ability to speak, forgotten what to say.
I'm to scared to go to bed at night.
Because I don't want to wake up in the morning
Just to once again go through everything I went through the day before.
I think life is just not worth living anymore.
Why try and find the words when you don't know what to say?
Why keep living if you can end it all today?
Why let them keep taking when you have nothing to give.
Life isn't fair, when you've lost the ability to want to live.

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