Life

I wish i had someone to talk to but no one is ever there. My friends come and go, but no one ever stays. I have no one to love. No one to love me back. Everyone I've ever cared for always leaves, or goes down the wrong path. I have no melody or song hidden in my heart. No where to turn. It feels like I am in a dream house with someone controlling me. Everyone is so fake. If they say they aren't they are lieing.
Everyone has dreams and goals, but what do you do when there gone? You die and rot. Then you go to heaven or hell! What happens then? See all your working for is 2 things. One is to get through life. The other is to get to heaven. This world isn't our home. We are only here for one tenth of our journey. So if you head down the wrong path, your done, unless you turn to God. So pick wisely or your done.
You know after a long time I finally came to the conclusion of God. He is my song, my melody. Its alway nice to have a physical friend or lover, but you don't need these things. When they are gone you still have one goal, Heaven. So don't give up now. You have come to far to just throw it all away. What a dumb idea that no one loves you.
I think God put me here to make a difference in your life! To tell you that God loves you! Even though you feel sometimes as though he's not there. He is always there. He is the person controlling my life. I'm the Barbie in the dream house even though i might not look like one. He is controlling me to help lead you to him. So you don't have to be fake, or put on a mask everyday just to be excepted. I may not physically always be here, but for as long as I live I will serve my God, Jesus, and Savior, and no one else can tell me different. I am no longer fake. I love and have a lover GOD.

**please comment and vote thanks =)**