Enough

I could be the perfect daughter
I could do everything right
I could get the perfect grades
I could even be the star
But that still wouldn't do it
I wouldn't be good enough
I could be the perfect friend
I could be there when you cried
I could hold your hand
I could help you make it right
But that still wouldn't do it
I wouldn't be good enough
I could be the prettiest
I could be the smartest
I could be the fastest
I could be the nicest
But that still wouldn't do it
I wouldn't be skinny enough
Maybe I can disappear
Would that make it right?
You don't care about my hopes or fears
or my internal fights
All that you see when you see me
is that fat disgraceful child
I'll try to do it for you
I'll try hard not to eat
I'll listen to the voices
Even if I must face defeat
Even if I must fight to death
someday I'll be good enough

Please comment it would really meant a lot to me....