SO many reasons

So many reasons to ask you why,
So many reasons to call you mine,
So many reason to live this lie,
So many reasons to fake I'm fine,
So many reasons to die alone,
So many reasons to cry everyday,
So many reasons to rot in hell,
So many reason to stay away,
So many reasons to just lie around,
So many reasons to never deserve a friend
So many reasons to kill myself,
So many reasons to have an end,
So many reasons that I cant think of
So many reasons that I can’t name,
So many reasons to never understand
So many reasons to face this shame,
So many reasons to never think,
So many reasons to cry at night,
So many reasons to know Im messed up,
So many reasons to put up a fight,
So many reasons to think Im dead,
So many reasons to know I died,
So many reasons to know I left
So many reasons to lose my pride,
So many reasons to lose control,
So many reasons to feel this pain,
So many reasons to never care,
So many reasons to never explain,
So many reasons to never know the truth,
So many reasons to be friendless
So many reasons to be isolated
So many reasons to be left clueless
I guess there to many reasons to explain myself,
To many reasons to die,
I guess this is me who I've become So many reasons to watch myself cry.

Please Rate This poem I wrote it when I lost My best friend because of my stupid lies I didnt mean to tell the lies I guess my broken family led me to it, now I have a broken family and no real friend to rely on. Please rate it, at least I would know I have someone who likes something about me rather than everyone who hates me. People do change.