My mistake

Sometimes I wish I was in a dream
Where all your fantasies come true
Where there is no such thing as sadness
And everyone cares about you.

But I’m in a living nightmare
Forever sadness will reign
Where happiness doesn’t exist
And all you feel is pain.

Where no one cares about you
Not even a bit
Where tears are always shed
And you are treated like sh!t.

I cry every night
Suffering for my mistake
Sadness is the only thing I feel
I just wish this was all fake.

I look at the mirror
At the girl looking back at me
Picturing the past
And how my life used to be.

But this nightmare is what I’ve created
And for my mistake I must pay
Regretting it each and every day
I knew drugs would ruin my life
But I did it anyway.

*I do not do drugs but this did happen to a close friend of mine. I wrote this poem so others wouldn’t make the same mistake*please vote or comment it would mean a lot*