CUTS
by sarah Mar 31, 2005
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Sometimes in the darkness of my room i just cant help but think about how i would die if i could choose. Sometimes I'm just so mad i want to die. Do you know the only thing that keeps me alive is my friends and family. Even though i think i have none. people just make you want to die, but really i am dead, inside anyway. The only reason i don't kill myself is because there are people who follow me what a great example that would be. So i just watch the blood poor out onto the floor and it relieves me and no one will ever know the pain i go through. Everyone always says hurtful things and they don't think they hurt but they hurt so bad i just want to die. people can be so mean and hateful. Most of the time they say they are just kidding, but even though i laugh at myself i am really breaking. I just want something big to happen. if you know what i mean. Every day just to make it through the day i put on a mask no one really knows my true identity! no one will ever know what i feel everyday. all the things people say build up and then i just break! |
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19 years ago
by sarah
this is not the person who wrote this poem i am her freind kkk....
sarah i love you so much. you lied you said you would never hurt yourselfe ... as set here reading this i cried for you sarah i really did... i thought that we were best freinds and i read your poems you nevert alk about me you talk about jenny is she your best friend? is she really would she tand up for in a fight like i would would she not go out with someone if she knew you liked them (derrick) i love you so much talk to me tell me what your going through i am allways there for you come on don't hurt yourselfe your beautiful god loves you I love you you family loves you... you don't have to put on a mask with me i lknow the real you i love the real you i fyou ave to put on a mask to make people like you then there very good freinds screw jenny screw derrick screwlauren and lacey screw dustin and jarred screwblake and john screw people at school they don't know you i do and I love you stay cool k and for that sarah chick who wrote your name is jesus freak but you talk about suicide well everyone goes through that stuff just because were christians does'nt mean we don't have troubl so screw you!!!!!!! -
19 years ago
by Fierce
Excellent Poem, so touching *tear* But Im a little confused cause your name is Jesus Freak yet you talk about suicide??
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19 years ago
by GoodMorning
sarah you butt head!! im gonna cry.......im supposed to be your friend and we're supposed to talk......we have to start talking about this stuff more, or something really bad is gonna end up happening to one of us.....so start talking to me!!......by the way i love your poems almost as much as i love you =) ((which is a whole lot)) ~much love~ ~more hugs~
-brittnay- ((5/5))
