I felt it again,
This time a darker side.
I yearned for that damn thing to just once…
Just once to take the pain away.
I need to feel again,
I want to know I exist physically.
I thought perhaps I could “sleep†it off,
But my fear was what left me feeling helpless.
I’ve become weak…
Seduced by his very touch,
By his over-powering confidence.
His beauty entices me,
It sets me free.
I could give it all up to him,
He’s everything I hate,
But my contradiction inspires me.
Condemned by temptation,
Silenced by fear,
Seduced by my angst
