And It ends

You disguise your emotions
In fake laughs and smiles
You make lame excuses
When you know they're all lies

Everything around you
Just kills you inside
Everything inside you
Is eating you alive

When things start to get better
And you feel that all is well
Everything falls to pieces
And damns you to hell

Add another tally
To the scars in your soul
Rip away another feeling
Make yourself un-whole

Everything is broken
And you start to stumble
It all throbs in your head
You think you might crumble

And no one's there
To hold you high
You fall faster and faster
But it's useless to cry

Because nobody's listening
They won't give a "freak"
Their worries are all on themselves
And it's so messed up

More and more often you wonder
How things will end up
But the heart on your heart
Is all you can think about

You look around to see
Everyone and their friends
"Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops"
Stops...stops...and it ends.