Rely on myself

I need help
but no ones there
i just don\\\'t want people to worry about me

never cry about me
I'm not worth it
I'm just too sensitive
its easier if you forget me

i need help
i just don't want to worry you
to make you cry because of me
or care about me

i want everyone to smile
and mean it
not just to
cover up the hurt they have inside

i bottle up myself
because no can save me
i don't want anyone to
because it proves i have to learn to rely on myself

**its not a great poem, but its what i thought of. im going to continue it when i get time. thank you for reading my poem.*