I thought I really could trust you.
I thought I really could love you.
I thought you weren't like the rest.
I thought you actually past my last test.
I thought you wouldn't tear my heart out.
I thought you wouldn't make me scream and shout.
I thought you would love me just as much as I did.
I thought that you were my first true love.
I thought that you weren't like the rest.
I thought we would last forever.
I thought that you would care if I were to die.
I even had the slightest hint that you would even cry.
But thinking in my opinoin is now wrong.
You tore my heart out.
You killed me from the inside out.
Now you look at me on my floor.
Crying and dying.
Cutting and bleeding.
Screaming and shouting.
Taking the blade.
Nothing left to be said.
I thought I loved you.
Why couldn't you just love me.
