Mom

I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I'm sorry i can't be the way you want me to be.
I've tryed all my life to be perfect for you, to be the way you want me to be.
But i can't do that anymore.
thanks to you my family is broken, thanks to you nothing will ever be the same.
right now all i want to do is yell at you, and tell you that i hate you for this.
But do i really hate you?
Of course i don't, but i don't know what to think.
your my mom so i can never really stop loving you, but right now i keep thinking maybe i can, but i know i can't.
Trying to get over a broken heart has to be the hardest thing, but after awhile it goes away, but trying to stop loving someone, well I know i can never do that.
So why do you treat me like this, why do you have to be this way? What to say or what to do is the question on the mind, But the answerer not coming to me like it should.
i keep thinking to myself if i walk away would you still love me?
Will you still be there when when i need you. Life is going to be different, And i don't know if if want the change. Maybe things will work out and will be able to get a long now. I really hope we can. But I'm scared you wont let me back into your heart after you find out the truth.
But i want you to no no matter what we have been threw and what we going threw I will alway love you, I'll alway be your little girl, and I'll never stop loving you.