RAGE

I don't know how this rage came over me. it feels my mind as my eyes begin to burn. what has caused this. i feel the pain in my heart and a surge of anger over takes me

i hit the wall, striking harder each time "THIS IS FOR EVERY TIME YOU HIT ME AND MY BROTHER AND SISTERS" yelling louder then i thought.

my hands bleed but i don't even feel the pain. it is because i have more in my heart. i continue hitting the wall with all my strength

but suddenly a tear releases itself from my eye. time stops as my motions come to a halt. i stop in amazement and look at the wet spot on the floor.

i fall to my knees and thousands of more of its brothers free themselves from me. the pain in my heart is winning. i am not sure how

i cannot see through my eyes. it is to blurry and i cannot stand up. i reach for something to help me. i slowly get up and continue to set free all of this misery i have in me.

i then stop. and yell at the top of my longs "AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH" as rage once again comes into play and i strike the wall, i see a wooden post as i approach more anger fills my fist.

the post was surprisingly think. but my anger was thicker. i struck it once and heard it crack. i struck it again. the wood snaps and begins to fall.

as i watch the image through my watery eyes i begin to feel pride in my accomplishment. i tell myself "women.........if you ever strike my family, or me again, you shall fall just as well"

my heart beats only with pain now. but i fight it with love. she may win the battle but she will never win the war.

i sit down and think, and realize i have greatly injured my hand. but still the pain is not enough to overcome the pain in my heart