My World

Blue sky's
Purple clouds
I shout
Lift me up Let me free!
I breathe the frosted air
And sigh to something close to relief

Tears roll down my cheeks
Wishing this was real
But i am only sitting in this car
Gazing out the window
At those mountains
Imagining the feel

Dad has his music on
And mom is reading
While i sit here
With my head phones on
Wishing and writing

I think of my life
And the things that sometimes runs though my mind
Usually scares me
But i wont tell anyone
For they don't know my kind

I am my own
No one seems to get it
That i am lost
In this world of my own
I made it

I think I'll stop writing now
I'm sick to my stomach
Besides writing these scrambled feelings
Is too much for me
My world cant take it