Words can’t explain how I feel, I have just lost a best friend she thought I was never here for her she was sick of life and just wanted to die no matter what she didn’t want to live and be suffering anymore she was four months pregnant she was a beautiful girl my best friend what went wrong she just decided she did not want to live she committed suicide sliced her arms, hands, legs, face everything I went after school because she didn’t go to school and when I opened the door I could not believe my eyes she had past away I don’t know what to do I miss her so much she was the one that was always here for me what’s going on she left a suicide note saying she did not want to be pushed at the age of fifteen she did not want to be a mother and decided she would give up she didn’t want to be teased she didn’t want to cry she didn’t want to suffer she didn’t want to see her mom shattered when she would come back from her job she had been away for five months and she was coming home the day after Marllyin did this I have lost many friends, but I know why it hurts me the most we were like sisters never separated never mad at each other why why did she do this I always understood her since she moved here nobody would talk to her because she came from Mexico I was the only one who talked to her and she told me everything about herself that her parents would miss treat her and once her own dad was selling her body to all his buddy friends in the bar and this makes me realize how brave she was and how strong
