Her Accidental suicide

by Cara   Apr 1, 2005


She walks in her room and looks in the mirror she takes her fists and shatters it to pieces.

She was so tired of looking at the sad face everyday and hoping that one-day it would change
She watches the blood drip of her fists and smiles from the pain.
She cant put that mirror back together there’s know way it reminds her of her broken heart

She just wants this all to be over. But god doesn't listen to her prays.
She has gotten this for without giving up but the tears are coming so fast
The blood is still dripping from her fist she picks up a piece of glass and starts to cut her wrist.

This time it is different from the others the pain is unbearable
She’s bleeding more then she ever has.
There’s nothing she can do now. But watch all the blood pour from her body

She never intended on dieing this way or even this day.
The tears are coming down her cheek even faster then before
She now knows what going to happen.

All she ever want was for God to answer her prays to bring her love back
But he never listened. She could only keep praying that he would one day listen and bring him back.

But it was way to late for that. Now she new that he would never be coming back and that it was pointless to pray.
She sat down on the floor in her little puddle of blood. She was now losing all her blood.

She started getting weak. Her eyelids were now beginning to shut.
Her life was ending in such little time.
She didn’t get a chance to write a goodbye letter.

Now she wishes that she wouldn’t of shattered that mirror. Maybe she would still be alive.
She’s not smiling anymore. It now hurts she cries’s from the pain.
Her eyes finally close and she drifts away.

Her parents knock on her door and opened it to see what she was doing they seen her on the floor in a puddle of her own blood.
She new if they came home it would be too late and she would of already pasted away.
Her dad ran over to her and picked her up and felt if she had a plus. They were indeed way to late there baby was all ready dead.

She got one of her wishes it was now all over.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Cara

    Wow, that poem was awfully sad. It's quite scary how far things can go. I liked it very much. It scared me, but sometimes those are the best poems. When reality slaps you in the face.

  • 19 years ago

    by Jennifer Fox or Jackson

    you scare me cara, you really do...it hurts to see you write poems with so much pain...how can i take it away???...i want to so badly and yet everytime I try to help you I don't know if I am or not...this poem you wrote made me cry...it scared me...for goodness sakes, my heart about stopped!...plz, i know you think about hurting yourself but plz don't...if you hurt yourself you will be hurting so many other people then just you!...you are my best friend and i love you with all my heart and i don't think i could ever handle losing you...plz hold on for at least me!...lov ya always, your bestest best friend, jen

  • 19 years ago

    by Maz

    WOW! i like thsi huny, i really do, it shows how far things can go. I really like the way that you say abouty teh pain, insted of sayin its 'numb' like alot of people do, when I know for myself that ist not. Really good write, take care

    xX MAZ Xx