They always say that life is not fair
that dealing with your problems now will stop them
but do they ever care that maybe for once they are are wrong
maybe for once they have no knowledge
I watch them bustle around in their busy lives
there is no true meaning it just is
I am the constant never changing always there
but they are ever changing never there
I've waited my whole life for something to change yet it never dos
maybe it's because they are around
pushing me down
I never realized just how far down they threw me
I was just their excuse nothing more
it hurts to realize all this time that I have actually been deceived into believing that I actually mattered to them
now I know they never cared and never will
I stand staring at the broken pieces of who I once was and wish to God I never knew them!
