I sit alone

I sit alone in my room,
and stare at the gloom,
so thick and visible you can see it,
i can't put up with this shit,
so please help me as you read,
cuz every time i cut i bleed,
every time you laugh i cry,
and i don't know why,
what am i supposed to do,
if all i feel is blue,
i know lifes not fair,
but why doesn't anyone care,
i wonder these things as i sit alone in my room,
cutting because i feel all this gloom.

Please comments i would really appreciate it.