Hurt

Every night i look outside
and wonder why
it had to be this way.
i don't even want to try.

i think about
all Ive done.
so i take out the knife,
and have some fun.

i want to die
it hurts so much.
i tried once
but it didn't end as such.

so now i cry
and pull away.
even though all my friends
said to stay.

so i did,
and now its worse.
i am now,
hit with a curse.

i keep on hurting,
more and more,
i am now afraid
of what life has in store.

but i want to stay
with all my friends,
but you never know,
when might be the end.

so i say to you all,
if you ever find me
when i fall,
don't look back and run away.

ill be gone,
oh so soon
maybe even,
tomorrow afternoon.