Runaway

I made a sonnet it like a rhyme on every next line get what I'm saying or is that an ode.. Lol anyways here..
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as my cries,
are pouring out,
and as i struggle not to say good-bye,
I'm here in doubt,
that you'll never come back to me,
but as i realize all you do is shout,
i soon realize your thoughts are lies,
and that without..,
you,
i cannot live.

i cant runaway anymore,
but the pain,
that you ignore,
is just getting to bad to obtain,
so as my cries pour,
your here thinking I'm insane.

so as i remain,
without you,
i contain,
so many feelings with you,
but i have to realize i cannot remain,
at the same place with you,
you hurt my heart and gave me pain,
from being untrue,
so as I'm ascertain,
about what you got me into,
i now know your the one who gave me pain,
so as I'm gone with you,
i can now sustain,
that we are now through.

so as you played me,
I'm hear asking you why,
but you lie and disagree,
but i know your lying to me,
and I know see,
that you are not the one for me,
so as I can guarantee,
that your reply,
"I'm not good enough to be".
are all your excuses and lies,
and thats when i agree,
that I'm done,
and that im gonna say goodbye.