Xx I Hate Myself xX

by Just Lucy   Apr 2, 2005


I don't want to be like this
i don't want to hurt this way
i don't want to wake up
every single day,
to the pain on my inside
that never goes away

it hurts me more
than a bullet through my heart
and yes i would know
just sitting here all alone
rejected by another guy

I'm not cutting my wrists
that's just stupid right?
so instead i slash them
make sure they bleed
some never stop like the pain in my life

I'm always doing things to screw my life up more
which makes me hate more and more
hate myself, and i hate me, for everything I've ever caused

i hate me
for every cigarette I've smoked
i hate me
for every cut I've made so far
i hate me
for all the insults i throw onto others
i hate me
for just being ugly, not a nice site, for others to see

and because i hate myself so much
i hurt myself, i slash myself
i cut myself so deep down, that my razor is covered in blood
blood that stains
which is why i hated myself in the first place!!!

(C) Lucy Green

*OK it's not a very good poem, but i needed to release that little bit of information, and i would like to say a thank-you to lost girl to all her beautiful comments she has made, and her poems are awesome, you should check them out!*

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  • 13 years ago

    by mira

    I like this one girl
    we shouldn't hate our self but we have to blame it for every pain we cased to others even we want it or no
    but the best way to take away all those bad feelings is to change it's the way to prouv to our self that we waswrong but weare not going to be any more
    coz we are going to fix every thing and apologize to every one
    i like it you just knew how to express that anger bravo

  • 16 years ago

    by Jodie Phillips

    Well if you want people to feel your pain, it def works, very sad deep poem, it was a good poem. dont be so hard on yourself though. keep your chin up

  • 17 years ago

    by Kaila

    Wow, that was so touching. I could really tell exactly what you felt when you wrote that.

  • 17 years ago

    by Princess

    Omg I have felt like that b4 and of done the same things word for word is how I had felt just a little while ago... great poem 5/5 =]]

  • 17 years ago

    by J e s s x

    Depression is baad!! Dont be depressed! Be happy!! xx i hate me 2 but i live with it

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