Will You?

Your so high,
Why can't I see,
That what you did,
It wasn't for me,
The end isn't nigh,
And my heart is worn,
Why can't i get rid?,
Of this tortured image,
I wish it was torn,
Just to forget it,
Yet i need to feel it,
I need to meet you,
Even if not in life,
In my dreams,
What can I do?,
I'm trying to figure what this all means,
I wish i was as high,
Why do i figure your out my league?,
I know your not,
But i can't fight the fatigue,
I put myself down for you,
I'm tired,
My payment is due,
But you'll always be admired,
Never mine,
I'm running out of time,
I know it's late,
But will you be my valentine?