It's all because of you

Every feeling I've ever felt
they were all because of you
you are the one i love right now
you are my dream come true
our love for each other is invisible
with the naked eye
no one can tell you love me
or notice when we walk by
i dream about you night an day
every trace of you is in my mind
no one really knows who i am
because i keep it all inside
no one knows how bad i feel
or what i dream at night
because not every love feels the same
and not everyone's parents fight
people act like they really know HELL
like they've really been there before
but all people do is bit*h and moan
and bit*h and moan some more
everyone has problems
they have to deal with them everyday
some of them more than others
some of them in different ways
sometimes i think there's nothing else to live for
but then i see (********'s) face
he's the one who saves me
and keeps me living in this place
sometimes i wonder what i would do without him
if i could tough it out by myself
if I'd have the strength and guts to do it
if I'd actually hurt myself
i sometimes hurt myself because I'm lonely
because i have no one that understands
i get really crazy
and put the knife into my hands
but now i know he loves me
and he really wants me to quit
so now i let my wounds heal up
and I'll never make another slit
I'll be waiting for him forever
till he's in my arm's again
than I'll never let him go
until my story reaches an end