I HATE MYSELF

by katie!   Apr 2, 2005


I hate myself, You never see, Every night I cry
No one realizes as in my sleep that every night I die

No one cares, they never have, those voices are my friends
People judge me by my face, the hatred never ends

Laugh at me all the time, but you don\'t understand
You always have a boy who longs to hold your hand

You have never been laughed at every day
As they yell these insults when you pass their way

You have never been beaten up for being fat
Smashed in the stomach with a cricket bat

Never run home blood streaming from the nose
Crimson tears red as a wilted rose

I have never been asked out and they are always cruel
And they wait for me they beat me up, as I walk from school

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  • 19 years ago

    by Rachel

    I love it, it's so deep. Great job!

  • 19 years ago

    by Amit

    nice write katie, i think the last line should be "as I walk from *the* school". keep writing~
    5/5. Take Care, Always Believe in Love, Amit

    p/s thanks for your comments

  • 19 years ago

    by BleedingAngel

    Sorry to hear this, but honestly I care for you as so many other poeple in this world, those people who beats you up are the loosers, they are more weak than you are....God, I hope that you are ok!!!!

    Love Sabrina

  • 19 years ago

    by *liZ*

    what the hell!? They beat you up because you aren't a stick? That's retarded... Though that's never happened to me I feel for you.. I understand the words they say can stab so deep...
    Its horrible..
    Anyway- im here for ya! 5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by Just Lucy

    oh Katie, that is so sad, your poems are so real!!!, i have been beaten for fat, and the inside pain hurts more than the physical, I'm sorry to hear that!!!!

    Luv Always
    #~*LuCy*~#

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