I still really love you

I can't believe you said it to me
Those words I've longed to hear from you
I can't believe you mean it to me
I love you too, if only I could just tell you

I know you know that I love you too
Maybe I can't just say it to you
Maybe by time we'll be together
Let's just wait, maybe we're forever

You really made me smile
Even just for a little while
A little walk with you is fine
But I hope we'll have another time

I really love you
and that is true
i know no one will disagree
what can they do, i can feel free

I can't believe I'm feeling this right now
After what we've been through the Lord have finally answered me
It's just that I've realized now
How much smile you've made me, and how much you really mean to me

I'd wait for you if that's what it takes
I know if ever we'll be together someday
I know you too will wait for that day
Just wait and have faith, that we will be together anyway

I can't believe I am doing this poem
hope you can see all of this
just to let you know
That i still love you know
And i know it will last for a very long time

I don't know if you know i care
but i really do, just to make it clear
I want to hug you, every now and then
I know I can, but i really don't know when
I always want to talk to you
You know I really do
But there are times we can't
But when the time comes I'm free
I hope you won't hesitate to go and talk to me
Just for you I'll always be free

I never really felt this to anybody yet
That's why you're really special at any event
I've never felt loving someone like this
In every boy I meet, it's never the same compared to you

When I'm in love
I know that it's you
When I feel smiling
I always imagine you

No boy can ever make me feel this way
Feeling so incomplete without you
Feeling life makes no sense when you're not around (except God)
Feeling unhappy when we're not talking

Thanks to God we both find ways to express ourselves
At least I had the chance to talk to you

I'm so happy telling my friends how i really love you
And feeling so sorry for all the things i put you through
I'm sorry for testing you that much
I know I hurt you before very much

But knowing you still love me
And knowing you still care for me
That makes sense
My life is complete again

I love you so much

(11:47 pm of April 2, 2005)